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04:21pm 28/11/2009 |
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As I said in the last entry, I was going to mention a few things and release some information. But I need to get two things out of the way first. 1. Since I am giving little or almost no activity on my account, I have given myself a two week limit. If I don't post an entry on this site in two weeks, I'll kick myself until I get a bruise. ... No not really, I'm going to run down the whole block and back... xD 2. Like I have mentioned a million times but never did shit, I'm going to change my journal layout. It's not that I'm getting sick of the layout I just want something of my own style and make it look cleaner. It'll be hard, but I feel like doing it. Okay! Now that is off my chest, time for some information. I have been crafting a website for a couple of months now and it's nearing it's completion. All I have to do now is draw the things I need to draw and I'll soon release the website link. So far, it's looking great and I'm getting the thrills just thinking of when I am able make it go public. Now for my older readers, some of you might have rememebered that old Final Fantasy Road Trip script I released and explained I will fix up, well along with a couple of other comics I am finalizing the script and as soon as I get up to page 100 for the rest I will begin to work on the comics and finally release them for the public eye. If you can compare them now to then they are MUCH better! I can't believe I wrote some of the things from years back and I was planning to make them offical. Jeez... And I'm working on some requests that I got from people of drawing them or their character and stuff. It's a back breaker... >.< And my friend keeps bugging me for it and I keep telling him "Have some patience; you can't rush art D:<". And I'm also writing some short stories, poems, and some long, chapter stories that I will have for the website. I really need to make up all of the stuff I haven't posted... : | And I guess that's it. And hey, two entries posted in the same week, that's a first. = D I'm:  artistic music: Castlevania IV Simon's Theme |
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| Happy Thanksgiving (it sure was a heart stopper) |
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09:28pm 26/11/2009 |
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(I really need to post more frequently on here : P) Hey guys happy thanksgiving. I hope it went all well and I hope the food was delicious. Mine was. I just went over to my uncle's house for... six hours? Haha, my little cousin so cute... XD Well as soon as we got home, turns out my neighbors car was robbed. All was taken was some spare change and lottery tickets... not a big deal, but this was the second time someone broke into my neighbor's property. A couple of months back my neighbor's house got robbed by these druggies (kids addicted to heroin) broke in the house by using a crowbar and stole jewelry (and fake costume jewelry), labtops, and china. And it happened when I was inside my house, unaware what was going on until my neighbor's daughters rushed in the house just in case the robbers were still inside. But what scared me the most is that it might be possible that somebody might be watching the house and not only that, these theives might also be looking at other houses as well. And what made it worse was that my neighbor's next door neighbor won a huge amount of money last year so the robbers might assume that my neighbor's house was a gold mine (compared to the other house that looks like a barn...) or thought it might be a rich neighborhood. I'm just thankful that no one was hurt and nothing too valuable was taken. I just wish the break ins and robbery went all the way back down so that my community can be safe again. Damn economy... In other news, I'm working on my own website, my webcomics, and requests asked by people. I'll reveal those information later... I'm really tired with the amount of turkey I ate (I just ate two medium portioned pieces and I'm exhausted! | P). I'm:  nervous |
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| -Is bursting with pride- |
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02:40pm 10/10/2009 |
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I finally was able to finish a piece I had been doing since... late in September? It was due today and I was able to make it one hour before deadline so I was really proud with my self. Have a look; This took me about I believe around 23, 24 hours (coloring this thing was not easy!). But I'm proud I was able to finish this as soon as I could. And also gives me this good feeling I can strive to make more (and in better quaility too. So this was just a small update. Nothing really much has been happening that is worth reading so I'll just wrap this puppy up. I'm: artistic |
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| Just an update.. |
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08:22am 11/08/2009 |
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Okay, after my little stressed out episode, I'm feeling a lot better. I passed for the year (almost failed Math though : | ) and I'll be trying to do my best in the next grade (which is the biggest and hardest of them all). Now... getting away from that, my father will be coming from Flordia to come and visit us (which I'm excited, since I only get to see him once a year). And he promised to give me his labtop (and help trying to get the internet on it too). Then again, my own computer's internet isn't working (which is why I am forced to be on my mother's again... like in the GOOD old days). I have no idea why, it was working fine just yesterday then my whole house lost connection ( both telephone and internet). My mom got back hers, but not mine. It's as if my rodom isn't connecting to the mother rodom (which is for my mother's computer). And the funny thing is the mother rodom is working the best it has been since she got this thing (perhaps it was my rodom that was slowing it down?). And for some odd reason my rodom got disabled... so I had to uninstall and reinstall my rodom program and it worked... for five minutes until it told me that I don't have internet connections. :\ So I don't know if my dad can help me with it or that maybe I need to contact the people of the program to get help. Also, my out door cat Bonkers is doing well. He's not sickly skinny anymore and he's a very playful kitten. Although, I hate how he nibs my ankles... and my shoulders, he's an awesome cat. I just have to wear sneakers when I go to check on him. Hah... My third year on dA is coming up (Aug. 17th) and I'm actually working my ass off to completing it. I'm also working on a couple of avatar art for Gaiaonline since I'm starting an artshop there (I might also start one on Menewsha). So I guess around that time I'll post it up and see how you all think of it (and I'll actually do it too, instead of giving you an empty promise XD). Another thing... I'm also reworking on FFRT and KATSS (and it's all thanks to KATSS, I suddenly had the erge to do it again). I made an account on dA for my comic series only because I was a little annoyed that I would make different accounts for one series (and also to keep track of all the different passwords). And I guess that's it for an update. : \ And I think I really need to change of theme of my journal layout... :P I'm:  apathetic |
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06:15pm 03/07/2009 |
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Oh hey people who are still reading this god forsaken journal. From the last journal entry, I have been doing fine. I'm actually doing some artwork (I actually did a work in progress art, but I think I'll just show you the finished version). And I had become a critiuqing manaic ever since I started commenting on people's artwork on GaiaOnline (and some people are actually thanking me for it, which makes me happy to see =] ) I'm also working on that Black Waltz project that I mentioned many years ago. I decided to name it "The Little Three Waltzes" or "TLTW". At first it was "The Three Little Waltzes" but then I realized that there was a popular comic called "The Three Little Princesses" by an artist and I felt that I had taken the title so I had to rearrange it. But I actually like how it's coming out. Basically what it is; The Waltzes, 1, 2 (who I changed his gender because seriously I think they should had kept him as a she), and 3 are basically in their teens (around thirteen years old, all born on different months) going to some school and wrecking everything up. It's like each chapter they mess something up or do something that gets them into trouble and either they try to fix it or get in trouble. And the comic has a lot of notiable and not so notiable characters from the Final Fantasy series so it's fun to mess around with. I'm typing the story down (up to chapter two) so maybe I'll get a script set up and maybe I'll get to drawing it. I also have another Final Fantasy story I'm working on, but I'm not going to get into that. And about FF Road Trip, I'm still thinking whether I should continue or quit it. I can still do it, but I might not be as interested as I am with the other projects. But who knows. Ooh! And Dissidia comes out in another month! I'm excited! I'm: artistic music: Final Fantasy IX; You're not Alone Remix |
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| Undergoing Stress and Depression |
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04:44pm 09/06/2009 |
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Of course, this being the end of the school year this is a very common symptom that anyone will go through. But as a sophmore, I have gone through so much stress than any other time in my life (and I know for sure my junior year will be a lot worse). I have my first final this week and another three next week... and I'm very worried that I might not pass all of them. But let me just state a very brief drama summary of my sophmore year; it sucked. My cat Ziggy died on the second week when school started and everything went down hill. I fell into a terrible state of depression, since Ziggy really has been apart of my life for so very long. But that brushed by all right, though it still hurt me inside. Then I got my kittens and I felt a lot better... until my grandmother stoled them from me. My depression worsened, I had been doing very poorly in school (not too poor, but I'm not in the honor's society anymore), and I had so many things going all at once that I became frustrated. And to top it off and to make me feel worse, I had continiously promised people that I would post more artwork, but I have failed to even do that. And I kept making deadlines for myself, but I always seem to brush it off. And now, it's the last week of school and I'm pulling my own hair out. I'm very worried over two finals; my math and italian. Sure, I'm language exempted, but I beat the odds and got myself into a language... but a tad too late. As for math, a lot is based on Geometery and I'm so terrible in geometery. And as for the pratice tests for preperatition of my math final... I'm doing terrible, you can't even imagine the scores I'm getting. I'm not worried my other finals because I have the confidence that I can go and pass those without any doubts, but as for language and math, I really don't have high hopes. But what really hurts me is because I really want to start posting my artwork again like I use to and I want to show you that I have improved a lot over the past two years but I'm so worried that I'm getting myself into summer school (and also the fact that with the terrible grades I have now will be on my transcript). And I have no doubt in my mind that I will be in summer school. Because let's just face it; I can't be as smart as I want to be. It really hurts me when I see my friends (or even regular kids) get a higher grade that I know I could achieve but I didn't. It bugs me that I can do better, but I can't. And I do try, but I can't reach the mark I had tried to reach through my whole school year. So why didn't I get help? I was so stubborn trying to do things myself I failed to realize that it doesn't hurt to receive a little help once in a whie. I would had thought that my suckish junior high school years would help me do better in high school... I was wrong. Maybe this whole depression would slip off during the summer if I don't have summer school and I'll work my ass off in my junior year (which I doubt will happen anyway since I have fallen into the grip's of sloth... and no, not Sloth from FMA D:<). I'll study for sure, but I'm afraid of how bad I will do especially in Italian (which I don't know when the final will be). I'm just in a huge mess right now. And I guess I'm turning to you guys for advise or even a pat on the back (I dunno, I'm more comfortable talking to you guys than I actually do with a psychiatrist). Because at this point, I really do need some.
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| HOLY MOTHER IT'S A FREAKING JOURNAL ENTRY!!! |
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11:09pm 24/04/2009 |
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Oh shnap! I actually updated to this seemingly dead account! How's life been treating me?
Been on both sides...
Life has been great as well as they have been bad and I really don't want to get into the negatives that much. But anyway, recently it was my 16th birthday (at the end of March) and days before I had my first party in seven- eight years. I went to a resturant called Shiro of Japan. It's a pretty cool place (not exactly where I wanted to go, but the food was good). I had eight of my closest friends came and it was a really good time. My boss (yes, I work) and her son came and my boss embarassed me by giving me this big bag of candy in front of the whole resturant. (You never had seen a more red-colored face in your life time). I got games that I have been hooked onto and also I got a PSP 3000 (so that I can get FF Dissidia when it comes out in August, which I'm pretty psyched for it to come out).
Then during the Spring break I went to Las Vegas. It was pretty nice down there, considering it's a brutal heat source. The weather was fairly cold (which was good for me because I loathe the hot weather with a passion) and the wind was strong. I was staying at the hotel New York New York for two days (my mom won 1,000 dollars at the casino) and then we stayed at the Bellagio for the rest of the week. I have never seen a more beautiful hotel. My mind was blown away, I really loved that place. It's expensive, but it's really worth the money! I have some pictures of the Bellagio that I could share, but I don't have them uploaded yet (probably by the next entry I will). The only hell filled trouble I had on the vacation was that my mom's boyfriend is a complete idiot and he always gets us lost, the long plane flights, and I caught a cold that I had to suffer with through the whole vacation. It was fun, otherwise. I did a lot of stuff and I want to go back (but I rather be family instead of a stubborn boyfriend paling with us).
Other than that, I have improved with my drawing skills with a skeleton system which really helps with proportions! I use it all the time and it works!
And another thing, I was thinking of quitting the Final Fantasy Road Trip series. I don't know, I'm not into it as much as I was back then and I haven't worked on it because my other computer is infected with numerous viruses. But my mind might change, however, I'm working on two different Final Fantasy webcomics and I have to update my Kirby webcomic as well and so I might discard the FFRT series.
And that is basically it for updates. I'll make another entry when something else pops up.
Ciao.
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| So what's been going on? |
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05:07pm 02/03/2009 |
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I seem to not want to do anything anymore. I have been become more occupied with roaming the internet then doing schoolwork or coloring those pictures I promised many centuries ago. Perhaps I need some sort of break away and try to get my act together before I spiral into the danger zone and won't be able to come out. And it already effected my grades for the second courter... a 73...my god did THAT disappointed me. But at least I didn't fail any classes (I got a 68 in Italian!). So I'm just going to try harder and not slip up again. I think I'm doing okay so far so I just have to watch out for myself.
So, in other news, have I found my kittens? No, I'm still looking for them. I know they're somewhere in the neighborhood, I just have to put up more flyers and I'll probably get some information (besides, the flyers I have now are all washed up). It really has been really lonely without them. The house had more life when I came home and I would see their little faces and it was because of them I didn't get much distraction from the computer because they were sure a handful. And Angel isn't much a friend, she hides a lot and she plays by herself... =\ I mean she's active in the morning... but that's it... she just hides where you can never find her. What else? Well, I finally got to clean my turtle tank. My god, when I look at it now and compare it to what it use to be... man...
And now, out of all the oddiest things, I am actually working on a piece on the CS3. How come? Well, I was searching the internet (no surprise there) and I came across Croma from the new Chocobo Tales 2 game.
And I just went... well, not exactly, but just for fun, I might have went what every girl would say that have been influneced by the japanese culture when they see something adorable. Yup, but come on, I find this a very cute design, this just ties with Vivi doesn't it? But the problem is I can't classify if Croma is a girl or boy this time? Though the hair looks like that Croma's a girl, but I don't think Croma's wearing a t-shirt above the pants (and that male black mages have the green/white striped pants) Croma could be a boy. I tried looking online, but I couldn't find anything. So I'm pretty stuck at this point (unless there is something I had overlooked). But the thing is, I liked Croma's design so much that I instantly wanted to draw it. And so I did with my tablet on the CS3. My god did the layering help me so much! What I did was I made one layer, did a rough sketch, made another layer and started to trace over it as steady as I can. Hopefully it'll come out as I hope it will and I'll post on my art accounts. And that is basically everything. =p Nothing else I can think of that might be added. And so I'll leave you for now.
Ciao~
I'm: artistic music: Some Requiem of Dreams/Duel of the Fates remix |
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| Oh SNAP... |
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10:02am 19/01/2009 |
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Man I haven't posted anything since last year and so... I'm going to have to catch up things and prove that my account hasn't died. And so... the new year came around and heck, I'm not having a good year. My kittens were stolen from me by my grandmother and she gave them away to someone or to some shelter. We aren't having much success on finding them and each passing day, it's becoming less likely that we will be able to find them. And what makes it more difficult is that they're tabbies and only about 4 months so they will look like any other kitten. So I'm trying to get as much people as I can to try and be able to get a location of where they might be. I'm crossing my fingers here so maybe I might shed some luck with the search. In other news, this week is basically my mid-term week. Boy, am I not ready for my english mid-term. Honestly, the critical lens crap always pulls me down and I could never reword those damn quotes... and then writing five paragraphs in relation to two books that I read... double the frustration and pain in the ass feeling. -_- And what's worse I think I'm finally going to fail a subject; Italian. I knew it was coming, but hopefully I might at least get a 66... or something a little higher, but no lesser than 65. -also crossing fingers- I think I need to buy a luck charm XD. And other than that, I have forced myself to read *gulp* Twilight. And I was scared because being the anti-fan that I am, I would think that by reading the book I would transform into a fangirl. Thankfully, I haven't. I just started the other day and I'm reading only 30 pages a day so that my mind won't explode with all of this mary-sue/gray stu crap. And they were right about what the said; Twilight is just like a fanfiction written by a thriteen year old who can't get a boyfriend so she fantasies a flawless boy. But the whole thing IS stupid. I lifted an eyebrow at some points and to make matters worse, whenever I see the following words "Edward Cullen", I say in my mind "OMFG it's HIM again... ugh... kill me". It's very funny because Stephaine gives the most detail to the Cullens and Hales Twins, especially Edward. And perhaps flawless guys brainwash girls (and women -.-) into liking the series, even if it's really, really bad. 0-0 But I'm glad that I have gone this far and I'm already starting to hate the book. Well... I'm starting to think about changing my journal layout and change the theme. It's not that I'm getting bored with it, it's just that I want to be a little more creative and I thought of ideas for my userpics so I want to get it done and have a theme for it. (I'm thinking of a Rogue Galaxy theme, but I decided not to XD). And I guess this is basically all I have that is of interest... yeah, that's it. See you in the next entry, I suppose. =D I'm: apathetic music: -audio card broken =3- |
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| -AH! MY EYES!!! THEY BURN!- |
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04:10pm 11/12/2008 |
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No, not in the figurtive way. What I mean is that my eyeballs literally feel like they're on fire. Why? Because it so happens that my eyes are sensitive when I go up near a large screen and it so happens that my Math teacher decides to put me in front of the class. And now the big SMART board is burning my eyes... like solar radiation effecting thbe climate (heh... oh the similies...). Thank god Friday is tomorrow so on Friday night I am allowed to get at least an extra hour of sleep so my eyes can stop bugging me.. like they're now! >.< But how am I? Well, remember the kittens I mentioned in the last entry? Yeah, I got them! =3 My mom considered them as an "early christmas" present, but hey, I got two adorable kittens! ^.^ You probably know that both of them are boys, I believe I had mentioned it in the last entry. They're both now at least three months old, no blood problems or kidney stones or anything like that. And we got them shots so that our three year old cat, Angel, won't get sick from them. And to think, in three months they will have to be neutered. ._. But anyway, their names are Anthony and Bruno, both of them are blood-related brothers, and they're a handful and yet adorable at the same time. Anthony, I can tell, was born before Bruno because he acts like a big brother. For an example; if Anthony wants to go somewhere then Bruno would have to follow him. And we have the timid yet loveable Bruno who is very cautious of things. And hey, to give even a better example of them both just think about Tommy and Chuckie from that old TV show The Rugrats, Anthony as Tommy and Bruno as Chuckie. Though at times Bruno shows larger signs of courage than that of Anthony, but he basically is a laid-back kitten. But its a pleasure to have them... even though they did broke my music card for the computer that I'll have to get fixed one of these day. *Ahem* I've got two not-school related projects to work on so I'll keep it as this and I'll see you all later. I'm: tired music: I can't listen to music... music card is broken ;_; |
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| I'm feeling a little apathetic today... |
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06:15pm 23/11/2008 |
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Meh. Nothing really is going on with me... I'm sort of emotionless right now, its pretty sad actually. Ugh... I'm going to have to do my homework soon and I really don't feel like it... *sigh*. Well allow me to tell you about yesterday, since something actually non-boring happened in my sad little life... So I was at my friend's 15th Birthday party and I had fun. I met up with my old friends who I haven't talked to in a while since November so it was a great time to see each other. Well, Twilight almost ruined the fun when people were discussing how FANTASTIC it is. Yes, I hate Twilight... moving that aside... I was sort of bothered by it because I am in a district full of stupid little fangirls who scream their heads off "TWIL-I-I-I-I-GHT!". So me and a friend (who's a Twilight fan also but not obssessed) wanted the conversation to end, BADLY. But as the hours pass I had a good time. My friend's kitten was adorable! The kitten was named Sophie and she is about nine weeks old and my god, she blends in well with stuff animals. XD Especially when she fell asleep, what an angel! ♥ Turns out she was part of four litters, one sadly passed away and Sophie was given to my friend and now only two kittens remained, unadopted. The woman who is currently having the kittens has to move out of the house in a week because the apartment she was staying at was not legally paid for. And if no one adopts the kittens, they will be taken to a shelter. So I'm trying to convince my mom to adopt them, but she says she'll "think about it". Ugh... this is the second time I tried to convince mom to get another animal (well, in this case two). Though the last time wasn't serious, I believe this is the only real cirumstance of adopting those kittens. And it would be best if we put them in our care instead of being put into a shelter, and only god knows what happens there! So I'll do my best to get my mother convinced enough to adopt them, she really seemed attached when she saw Sophie, and these two kittens look just like her but in different color. So hopefully that will work out all right. In other news, I'm still playing Rogue Galaxy. I'm finally up to the battle with Mother and I'm stuck. I don't know if its just the fact that my characters need to be leveled up more or is there something I'm doing wrong? I just don't understand. The cool sword that Jaster gets hits a damage of 1, so does the other characters. And so I'm sitting their hitting at Mother with 1 damage per swing. Annoying, isn't it? Well I'm going to look onto a Walkthrough to see what I am doing wrong and trying to see what I can do to improve. It's sad that I'm close to finishing that game, it's just too awesome! I love the game and I love playing with Jupis! x3 I guess when its done, I'll play it again, but I know I'm going to get bored as hell with it like I do when i finish all the other games. (Maybe I'll wait four to five years and then see if I feel like playing it XD). Well I think that''s all for now... I'll see you later in the next entry. Ciao ♫ I'm: apathetic music: Demonic Dreams |
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| Feeling much better now =3 |
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04:25pm 12/11/2008 |
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Basically the title says it all... wow... I been having thriteen year old on a period moments a little bit TOO often. o____o' Yeah, but the last entry really hurted me a lot, y'know. Still feel kinda sad that some people had stopped being my friends, but hey, we all have to move on right? And like I said in the last post, those who have chosen that path I wish them a good one. I may see them again someday or rather "bump" into them, but hey who knows? Anyway, I'm a little mad at myself for not doing so great this first semester |: |. I caculated my class averages into my final... I have an 80, which means I don't get to be on the Honor Roll. |: | Well boy did I screw up! Ah well, guess I better try harder, right? There still is plenty of time to make up that average so no worries =3. Other things? Well, the first semester ended in my district. Yays. And I'm going to get a new computer in another month (which will hopefully work out all right) and everything can be as good as it can get. But wow, I haven't gotten too much of an eye strain since I got my new monitor (a flat top, by the way =D) and its been good for me because with my old monitor I usually get it at least three times in a three week period. :P Yes, that is quite bad (I'm surprised that I still have to wear classes XD). And so I pretty much enjoying the good graphics that I can now get with this and thankfully I'm not having MUCH trouble with it like my other computer so its all good. Heh, but the real reason I'm such in a good mood because I stumbled upon two pictures of Osmond from Dark Chronicles that I just, in fangirl terms, "kawai'ed" at (no, I didn't actually go "kawai", but I just sort of had a fangirl moment XD). Funny thing was I was searching for Rogue Galaxy stuff and I ended up finding Dark Chronicles stuff. Huh. Well, it was good for me because now I have good refrence for future pictures and also if I get a moment like the entry I made yesterday, the pictures should cure my sadness... somewhat. And now, I go on some rant. (Talk about jumping subjects ;D ) Honestly, I don't know what makes Twilight so good... the way it was written or the fact people have become complete idiots. I mean, I read summaries about it, my neighbor told me that it sucked, and also the fact that I hate modern day vampires (Dracula is not considered modern). Though I have always had some hate toward vampires, but my hate was so focused on Twilight that I think something happened and I wanted to strangle the author who manpuilated the young minds of my friends and all the kids in my district. I heard that the book was made three years ago and it wasn't until now that everyone were "on crack" with this book. And now I see it in every single girl's possession, in every single girls conversations. And you know what? It is really pissing me off. I don't care how really "sexy" Edward is (even though a picture of him was never included... I don't think), I don't care how good the book is, just STFU! Seriously... enough! But its either that or High School Musical... and you know what, I miss the rabid fangirls talking about High Schoo Musical... *sigh*... Aw well, this "crack" session will die in a couple of months (hopefully I'll survive these dreadful months). o___o (God have mercy on my soul...) I'm:  cheerful music: Zelda Wind Waker- Departure |
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| Why me... |
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05:52pm 11/11/2008 |
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Because of my pitiful sloth it seems I'm losing my friends one by one... I brought this upon myself... It was my fault and I didn't seem to keep in contact. And when I finally pulled my act together... I came too late. Am I crying about this? To be honest... I am... It hurts to lose someone that you cared for... it really does... But for those who have chosen to walk their own path... then this is good bye.... I'm sorry I wasn't a good enough friend for you and I am sorry that I was too late... Have a good life, that is what I can grant you... And please, stay safe. ... And yet even I say this, the tears can't stop flowing.... I'm:  sad |
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05:59pm 21/10/2008 |
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I guess I'll update this every one or two weeks. But things are becoming less and less careable (I can see that in the comments... still have cobwebs :P). For those who have been waiting for me to AIM... I dunno... I'm getting older and sloth is getting more powerful. ¬¬ Perhaps the lack of sleep...? Maybe... I'm becoming more tired and I'm eagerly waiting to get that extra hour so I don't have to get up so early to get to school. I use to wake up at 5:00-30 in the morning and now I wake up 6:47-49. They use to nickname me "early bird" but aparently that bird died somewhere .-. As always there is an "anyway"... ...working on a project and waiting for my old computer to come back (which I hear will have some improvments and I'm also getting a new monitor). I'll have the fixed computer for two months until my father comes and gives me the computer he built himself. He says its pretty fast (like lighting speed) so I'm waiting for that to come. And I'm also waiting for my Rouge Galaxy disc to get back (it had a scratch that I could only go to the Playstation 2 logo and then just freezes. It was in bad timing because I was highly addicted to it. o_O). And really... that is it... Meh... see you in the next update... I'm: tired music: The Gonk |
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08:52pm 12/10/2008 |
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Seems I have neglected to make a LJ entry...
well... umm... now I did. 8D
So how am I? Well doing good. Well, not was all great when I was on my "away from LJ break". My dearest Ziggy had passed away on the 15th of Sept. after having to go through a seizure, not be able to walk, and then after that going through a costolation (and because I know I spelled it wrong basically what I mean is that an animal rapidly shakes and then the body shuts down from organ to organ). But we did what had to be done and we ended his suffering. And I couldn't believe that his kidnies failing had done all of that. Just terrible. But I'm okay now, sure I'll cry here and there whenever I think of him or get lonely, but I'm fine. Actually, there are times where I think he is still with us... which is pitiful of me.
Other than that, I'm been dandy. In fact, I'm feel really cheerful even though I'm recovering from the common sensis infection :\ (I'm on medication for it, so that is why). Well today was my sister's b-day and of course I make her a hand-made card with tons of puns. She really liked it, I was surprised myself, thought I didn't pull it off. XD Anyway, she got the Wii Fit and she was very eager to play it. Course I couldn't be there because I had to go to the damned and hour wasting PSAT course ¬_¬ . I had to take a pratice test last sunday and I got the results this morning. Did I do well? Hell no, and that is just because I couldn't study (well there wasn't really any reason to study for something I don't know what would be on it). It was 20-80 and the average was 50... I was not so low under 50 :| . And hell I didn't know you couldn't skip questions and not lose points from that... jeez. And I'm certainly no pro at correcting errorsin sentences, that's for sure. -_-' Well, I felt better after going to the resturant with my family and with my sister's friends (I was a fag and made faces at her friends). Geez, am I really immature sometimes. Perhaps I had too much sweets yesterday from the bamiztva? Perhaps. Oh! Speaking of which, you have to see this;
I was at the party and since I HIGHLY refuse to wear dresses, I wore black dress pant, a white buttoned shirt, and a black vest. And so, the volume of the party room was so intense I had to hurry out of there and take a breather (there were over 200 guests o_o'). And so I was standing there and then this blonde woman comes up to me and asks me where was the bathroom.
"What?". I responded, heck, I didn't know where it was. Then she said something again, but then the stupid music went on its highest peak and because how poor my ears were her voice muffled.
"...No...?" You know, I never really know why I responded that but I was getting a little nervous. I chuckled nervously.
"Pee-pee?" You know, after she said that, I was starting to get pissed. She was dumbing it down for me so that I could understand what she was saying, which wasn't the problem since the music was piercing in the room and my hearing is very poor at that point. I chuckled nervously again.
"I...I don't know". She walked away and she asked the woman at the computer desk. I was kind of like "what the hell...!?" and then when he passed by me, she scolded at me. WTF? I never knew why she came to ask me the question in the first place. Perhaps I was the closest? I didn't understand until I saw a waiter passing by and I looked at the outift I was wearing. "...Oh...".
My outfit was almost the same as the staff, but it had very huge differences. All of them wore white gloves, they didn't wore vests but more like jackets, and each had their own name tag engraved in gold. Now I don't know why that woman didn't notice? Ah well... funny memory, eh?
I guess everyone has their moments... I certainly had mine...
So I'm alone in the house, I'm been on the computer for more than three hours, I have an artwork I need to work on (I have a deadline 8D. YAY!), and boy am I remembering things I had to do. XD
Oh and btw, for the people who I haven't talked to on AIM or think I had neglected to talk to you, I do apologize. This is my fault and I have been very lazy. Sorry guys <3.
Well, I must go. See you all later. I'm: cheerful music: Raver's Fantasy |
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| zOMG... hurricane is coming to town D: |
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09:52pm 05/09/2008 |
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As what the title states. I must have jynxed myself or is it the fact that bad things are occuring because I found a bunch of crows hanging out in my backyard and ever since then, I been having bad luck :P. One of the big hurricanes is coming up to my town, but nothing to serious... hopefully. I'm hearing winds up to 50 mph and heavy rain with a chance of floods... I will not say anymore in a risk of getting jynxed again :p. So... I went back to school two days ago... and lucky for me I have great teachers this year; easy going or humourous... except for my math teacher, who is the same teacher I had last year. At least it isn't the same assistant I had as last school year. If you put them together for forty five minutes, you'll know for sure that they're nagging queens. Oh for hardoken sake... that was why I got a 79 in that class for the last semister because all they did was nag, nag, nag! D:< Yes, I know it is to do well, but they complain as if they are trying to speak about their personal life. As the first day of school was, it was hot! The humidity level was very high and I came home sweating like hell (I walk to and from school :P). And then the next day, my cold gets worse, I started getting dehidrated, and worst yet I got athlete's foot. And now I hear of a hurricane with chances of flooding... man oh man! This isn't going great for September. I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm going to bed. I have nothing more to say other than we got a new cat named Angel... I'll talk about her another time. I'm:  sick music: In a Heartbeat- 28 Weeks Later OST |
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| Well, I'm a little disappointed :\ |
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07:36pm 13/08/2008 |
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You know about my last post? Well here is somewhat of a sad tome; the fact about the solar celestial alingment? They all lied because apparently it was only a solar ecilispe that was at the borderline of dawn and dusk and since it's main focus was on china and so being it at 6 o' clock PM... the solar eclispe would have started at 6 AM (for me and the people that live in my area). Another problem was viewing it directly. I asked my parent to buy a piece of glass that was thick enough so that viewing it wouldn't damage my eye sight. She didn't even try so I gave up, viewing it with a cardboard box wouldn't be exciting for me. Next was the huge meteor shower. On the 11th was aparently the biggest of them all since yesterday had nothing. It was around 11 or 12 PM/AM when I saw blue, purple, and white colored flashes dancing from the sky in a split second. I was too tired to care so I fell asleep, thinking it was only a near but storm. When I woke up yesterday morning, I checked outside to see if the storm did hit, there was nothing, not even waiting-to-be-dried-out rain drops on my window were present. Maybe it was only a lighting storm? So I went to my parent and asked. The reply was a simple no. Then it hit me; "SHIT! I missed the whole thing!". Two universe excitment happened and I missed them (well, at least I saw the solar eclispe on TV and I only saw a few flashes of the "meteors"). It would have been cool to see it live instead on public television. Oh well, at least I got to see a particual lunar eclispe, which wasn't half that bad. Who knows, something else that is celestially wonderful may happen out there. I'll just have to wait. Going on another note, well my neighbors seem to have let us take care more of their cat Angel (for about three weeks we have taken care of her and honestly, she would be better off here than at her home where the have two insanley barking dogs). But she is a sweetheart and I simpley enjoy having her here. And now that I'm on the topic of cats, my old fatso will be turning 18 in septemeber. Wow, 18 O_o. He is sure out-living his brother and his fur does not look like it has aged (well exception for his tail and his fur is starting to fade, but it is not too noticable). But it seems we might have to shave off all of his fur because of all the damned knots that we simpley can't get rid of (and the fact that it hurts him). And as for my other pets, it seems my eldest turtle doesn't have fungus, but rather a puss (for those who don't know, a puss is a cut with a white ring surrounding it, which is commonly on turtles and other reptiles). And do not have fears that my turtles have any signs of resipartory infection, but I would like to have that puss checked out and the other two. And for the geico, fine as rain. He is old enough to be held... but he does bite XD. I also have to read my summer reading book because my parent has neglected to buy me one earlier. I have chosen a particular book with 423+ pages long with a quite interesting theme. I just started and yet I'm up to page 54 :P. Do to that is because I have two art projects that I have coming up for particular reasons. One of them being that my 2nd anniversy on DeviantART is coming and I would like to make finish my sprite picture of mine, featuring Vivi and Croma (which is coming out great, by the way X3) and that my 10,000 page view is coming quicker than I excepted. Both pictures will be posted as soon as I am able to finish and when I am free. As for my FF Road Trip project? I have completely changed it, the last contents that I had up have offically disappeared. Thanks to the only one who commented, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wispyhollow ,I was able to make better changes (it is better than the older one). I'm trying to make it more random and more comedical as I can (well, I am certainly not a comedian genius and so I need the opnions of the people) and I may be able to post the new content soon, it depends when I'll be able to update it. Well that is all I can think of that would be somewhat reasonable contents to read, hope I didn't bore you too much XD. See you all later. I'm: apathetic music: I'm Blue- Eiffel 65 |
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| Wow... long time no see OO |
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08:40pm 29/07/2008 |
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Oh wow, I'm looking at the last entry and I reacted "Wow, I haven't posted anything in a while Oo" Well, I'm back. I had a little crisis with overworking and taking care of a few animals, but I'm slowly winning this battle. It was such a mess because my eldest turtle, Roxi, has skin fungus and it isn't getting any better (we were told that if we kept her in and out of water for at least 12 hours in one week it'll dry up, but it has not improved. Does anyone know anything that I can do? If so please speak up) and I'm also taking care of a sweet cat named Angel (but she is very spaztic and jumps at the slightest of noises). And I also had tons of work and chores pulled onto me, but I got it all under control so I'm good. So what has happened to me? Okay, well my mom's hardware crashed and all of the memory was dumped so everything I had done was lost. But it works fine now, a tad slow but fine. I am also might be getting a hybrid computer made by my farther (he use to put computer parts together). Nothing really else happened other than I'm still on honor roll and I past all of my finals with panic but success and I'll be heading off to my sophomore year. And actually, that has all I have done this whole summer... XD Okay, well, I'm waiting to go to the mall on Saturday (OO that was very akward for me to say... ugh I'm too tired to care T^T) to get the game Chocobo Dungeon; Labyrinth of Memories. I have seen the trailer and I have been dying to get it and besides, the new Croma looks cool. Though I'm a little concerned went gender s/he is because Iooked on Widiepdia that Croma is a she, but I know male characters with long hair and the fact that Wikiepdia is not as relaible (and also the past Cromas have been males). Also I am deperatley waiting for the arrrival of August because a lot of outer space drama. August 1st will be a solar celestial alinement, which happens every 5,000 years. Though its main focus is in Asia, people on the east coast of North America will be able to see a slice of it, as I read (and I'll be able to see that, just hope I don't get blind XD ). And through the 3rd and 15th will be a meteor shower. But the best days to see it will be the 11th and 12th, which is a pretty famous meteor shower called... umm... I forget what the name was XD. But since I'm such a nerd for the universe and everything in it, I'm pretty excited. And anyone who is a space junk as I would also be excited. And so, that is it. Umm... soon I'll be posting some pictures, so keep on a look out. Okay, that is all, see you all in my next entry. I'm: tired music: Pretty Rave Girl |
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01:41pm 12/06/2008 |
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Today is my last day of school. Wow, that was really SHORT. Felt like it has been a month of school when I think about it. By harodoken's might, this is the shortest school year I have ever been through! Finally, I'm at my final period. Am I sad? Joyful? A little inbetween. I'm sad that I won't be in a few classes (like my Art class) and I'm so joyful to get out most of my classes (such as Math, English, S.C, etc.). Maybe because I hated almost all of my teachers? XD Especially my teacher Mrs. S (which I will call her by). She is the most annoying creature that could walk on this earth. If one person says something that sounds horrific, she says something that is less and make it sound like it was more horrific. Listening to her makes me laugh and having the sudden feeling to strangle (which I would never do, not matter how annoying she is). And it seems that my school and another high school are rivaling between egging, slashing tires, bleaching it's a mess. Any other news? Oh well... yesterday I got hacked on a gaming website. Yup, hacked. How and why? Actually, I made myself a target and I had full attention of doing so. How? Their was this scriptor who gave out a site that had a hacking system backed up to it that when you go onto it, your account is fully exposed. I knew this when I went to the site (looks exactly like the homepage with a few corruption here and there). After I got off of ralley, I could no longer get onto my account. Of course, I knew that I could have gotten hacked. So I tried to get on a few times and I my IP was blocked for 15 minutes. It had happened. I got hacked. And so, I went to the "Login Retrieval" and I went and typed in the e-mail that I used. AND IT WORKED! I was surprised, someone that had made a whole hacking system by using the homepage of the game site COULDN'T BE SMART ENOUGH TO CHANGE THE E-MAIL ADDRESS. I was baffled and laughing at the same time, this has happened to my sister before (but she was forced to give someone her password, which I should have been their to help her and she should have told me in the first place -__-').
I had to wait 30 minutes for the e-mail to come to the address. I changed my pasasword and I was able to get onto my account again. This is where the REAL fun started. I had checked on my profile to see if the hacker changed anything and he didn't, but I did noticed a few thing missing from my avatar (or I should say all of it). I went to my equip section and noticed that the most expensive stuff I had was gone (along with my avatar!). Then I remembered; the trading! I checked onto the trading page and then I noticed a trade with someone I have NEVER SEEN before. I clicked on it and I discovered that the person had took all that I had that had worth ovber 5000 gold (and the fact that he was using my stuff). I laughed so hard that I almost fell on the floor. This guy (who I will refer as "Demon" since "Demon" was in his name) was so stupid and so greedy that he forgot to DELETE THE TRADING! This was the greatest because not only will he be punished for his trick, but he got caught so easily that it seems that he is only a thirteen year old kid. I have gotten most of my friends invovled too, asking them to report this guy for using a system. Yesterday, three people responded and gave/giving donations. One of my good friends is giving me 100K gold because she didn't need it Oo.
Screwing around with those kinds of people is quite fun (and I'm so happy that people are this stupid XD) and giving them justice is the most rewarding. It's like catching the most wanted person in the country, you feel great when you do something that helps others (though I don't really know if he had gotten anyone else, but if seems that he has, remembering his avatar).
Now what? Well, I'm not going to be on as much after today (I might visit and check some things, but not requently) do to the finals. I think my last final is... June 24th (not sure, I can't check right now at the moment)? So I can't really go on and chat on AIM or comment to anyone. This is where I need to actually study (nope, I don't study for anything and yet I'm a Honor Student? XD) because if I don't pass I'll have to repeat the classes (and might move to the...special classes, as another punishment for not doing well on it. Oo) and also the fact that if I fail I won't be able to go on the computer anymore. And so, this'll probably be the last entry for now. I'll be waiting to get Mario Kart Wii and the release of the new Chocobo Dungeon (since I believe that Croma will make an appearnace... as a human O.O) . See you around. I'm:  devious music: Chattering of the classmates (not an actual song Oo) |
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| More Boredom: Quizzes |
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01:50pm 05/06/2008 |
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Yeah.... more quizzes...yah... | You Are An ENTJ |  The Executive
You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.
Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.
Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.
You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.
In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other.
While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you.
At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals.
You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.
How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing |
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/
| Your Flirt Quotient |  You are 33% Flirt |
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaflirtatiouswomanquiz/
| You Are 28% Abnormal |  You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
http://www.blogthings.com/howabnormalareyouquiz/
| Your Deadly Sins |  Sloth: 100%
Envy: 20%
Gluttony: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23%
You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek. |
http://www.blogthings.com/howsinfulareyouquiz/
oO (I'll die with a hand in my what!? And 100% Sloth? Thought it was 36% xD)
| You Are 20% Angry |  You're so laid back, no one could ever accuse you of getting angry.
While there are a few little things that may annoy you, you generally play it cool.
In fact, your calm attitude tends to provoke people with anger problems.
They may think you're screwing with them, but that's just the way you are! |
http://www.blogthings.com/howangryareyouquiz/
| You Are 6% Fake |  Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.
You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are! |
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouafakegirlquiz/
| You Belong in Generation X |  You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981.
You are fun, laid back, and very independent.
You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit.
You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal. |
http://www.blogthings.com/whatgenerationdoyoubelonginquiz/
| Candy Cigarettes |  You're a total badass, but you don't taste very good. |
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcandyareyouquiz/
Oo Umm...no?
| You Are Fruit Flavored Gum |  You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book.
You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources.
While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people.
You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all.
You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure.
You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them. |
http://www.blogthings.com/whatflavorgumareyouquiz/
| You Are Cheesecake |  Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.
You're not boring - you're just the best! |
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdessertareyoumostlikequiz/(...though I don't think this suits me the best xD) I'm:  bored music: Silenceness of the Library :O |
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